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i dreamt of giving birth to my twins babies.. there were healthy boy n girl.. they were wearing blue n pink blanket wif cute lil hat.. but what suprised me.. i gave birth during my 4th months of pregnancy.. n the best thing is.. my sis also giving birth on the same day.. so we having fun time during confinement period.. in my dream.. heh

hahaha.. ni mesti sbb thinking of the babies all the time.. silly me.. haven't know the sex of the babies, but during last scan session which was last week, the specialist said that my babies in a good condition.. they were having their own sac and placenta.. that's means they are not strugling to share foods and their size were slightly the same.. which make me happy and relief.. puhh.. :) alhamdulillah

dh rasa baby menendang td @ 14 weeks.. :D esok my monthly check up.. tak sabonya..

.. 12 weeks pregnant.. with FRATERNAL TWINS!! alhamdulillah!! so happy!!

wondering y haikal being so crancky lately.. woke us up in the middle of the night wif his screaming out loud.. crying for no reasons... sulking on the way home, laid in front of lif.. etc.. is it he wanted an attention from his parent? is it he knew something??

now i know.. he's a big boy now.. har har.. my feeling is so heaven.. can't wait to tell papa bout this wonderful news.. come back early okay!!

last day kat umah kak anis, mama tak dpt kawal perasaan.. ternangis di dpn kak anis.. malunya~ ye la dia dh jaga haikal since 2 bln lagi.. dr sekecil2 bby sampai sekarang dah 1 thn 7 bulan.. paling tak dpt lupa jasa dia masa mama pegi d.p.a.. selama 6 bln lebih tu jugak dia jaga haikal.. kadang2 papa terpaksa tinggal haikal beberapa hari sbb bz n kadang2 balik lewat sgt.. best thing about her n family, they treated haikal as their own family.. kadang2 badan haikal ada bintat nyamuk satu pun dia dh marah mama sbb biarkan haikal kena gigit nyamuk.. byk jugak yg haikal belajar masa kat situ since mama pn lama takde n tak dpt nak ajar.. useless la mama ni.. antara benda yg haikal belajar cam salam, kiss uummuah, flying kiss etc.. masa haikal mula2 pandai jalan pn mama takde.. sedih..

masuk arini.. dh 3 ari haikal ke nursery baru.. masuk bln sept terus hantar ke situ.. wpun jauh dari umah tp mama sgt puas hati.. sbb tak payah pikir nk hantar haikal right after sahur (6 a.m.) in the morning everyday sbb kak anis kena tlg adik dia jaga kedai.. mama pun faham kak anis byk nak guna duit since anak dia yang sulung dh masuk uni.. brape la sgt upah yg mama bagi tiap2 bulan tuk jaga haikal.. tp mama sian juga kat haikal kena kejut pagi2 buta.. summore.. mama sgt tak boleh bgn pagi2.. heh.. buatnya ada certain hari mama terlajak bgn.. sure la haikal tak g 'school'..

1st day haikal @ nursery,

haikal sgt excited.. nmpk masjid pjaya sibuk panggil mama suh tgk sama.. nmpk jambatan pelik2 pn sama gak.. bising tul mulut dia.. maybe sbb new scenery, new environment.. sampai2 terus jln keliling nursery n cepuk sorang bby yg tgh tdo.. erk.. seriau mama.. bila mama nk salam dia buat dek je.. ptg masa amik tu pn still excited n ceria je.. bile la haikal nk penat tak tau la.. cikgu bgtau haikal sgt aktif n 'notty sikit'haha.. 'notty byk' mama rasa.. mesti haikal ada tolak kwn2 n tepuk kepala diorg.. hah rezeki ptg tu, ada parent yg sedekah bubur lambuk tuk budak2.. comel je packaging dia sesuai la tuk kids' portion.. :)

2nd day haikal @ nursery,

still excited tp cuak sbb ada pakcik tgh mesin rumput kat tepi nursery.. ye, anak mama ni takut dgr bunyi mesin rumput, vacum, blender, hair dryer dan yg sewaktu dengannya.. heh.. ganas2 tp penakut.. n ptgnya tu.. masa mama amik, haikal jerit2 nama mama.. tp bila jln ke kete cam takde mood.. mama tak perasan lagi masa tu.. dh half way baru mama perasan haikal 'berry'.. aduh bau semerbak.. patut la takde mood.. terpaksa la mama bau 'berry' haikal satu jam sebb jln blk umah jemm giler.. kejap2 bukak tingkap.. pastu tutup balik sebb bau asap kete plak.. sabo je la~  dh sampai umah takmo turun.. nangis2 tunjuk kete... maksudnya nk jalan lagi la tu.. no way sbb jam dh kul 7 p.m. n mama tak masak ape lagi.. abis tu nk buka ape? ape lagi melalak la budak tu.. mama buat dek je.. semua org tgk dlm lif.. notty la haikal ni.. haikal tau tak mama puasa?? haih

3rd day haikal @ nursery,

on the way dalam kete dh buat perangai sambungan semalam.. majuks duk tersorok kat bawah seat.. pastu nk pegang stereng plak.. sabo je la.. sib baik masa sampai nursery mood dia dh elok.. klu tak sure mama lambat g work huhu.. tgk la ptg ni camne.. hopefully ok sbb ada acara buka ramai2 dengan officemate..

P/S: bile la nk dpt kunci rumah ni?? tak sabo nk pindah.. dekat sikit ngan nursery haikal.. haikal pn tak la sempat nk kacau mama tgh drive pagi2.. hihi